Five past five
Dear Diary, It's early in the morning and I cannot sleep. I am scrolling through google trying to find a position at 'Buzzfeed India', but not finding a single position that fits my fresh out of engineering college, inexperienced ass. I feel like I am a perfect fit to the company and just dreaming of the day I can land either a job at such a company, or get selected in a play/film. I have not posted a video to my Youtube page in a month due to sheer lethargy. Both my legs are sprained, and so the workout session that I had joined this new year is paused. Scrolling through social media posts will be both the end of me and my creative career. Although it doesn't matter cause we're all going to die anyway in the end. So my existential crisis is somehow justifying my lack of taking action. I haven't ever professionally written, but I've been told that I am good at writing. I wish that was enough for a company like 'Buzzfeed' or 'Pocket aces'.